Soon.

Dear love,
How have you been?
Which part of the world are you in right now?
How many countries have you traveled to?
How many people have you met halfway?
Was the people out there nice to you?
Wherever you are now,
Or whatever you're up to,
I hope life always treats you kind.
I know we haven't met before,
But will you sit here and hear my story?
Earlier this afternoon,
When I'm busy typing out my assignment due to consumer psychology deadlines,
The thought of you suddenly coming down in flash.
I'm thinking of how good it would be if you were here with me right now.
No,
By this time, 

I don't mean you helping me to finish my assignment and stuffs,

What I really mean is just the two of us,
With two cups of hot coffee,
And my typewriter,
Enjoying each other's presence,
Even when in silence.
I want to tell you,
That I don't know what the ideal dating is supposed to be like.

All I know is to be always by your side,
On your darkest days and nights,
When you're being stubborn and very hard to love,
I promise,
To always hold you tight.
I won't get mad if you forget to clean up the dishes,
Or scold you for coming home too late from work,
Or being dramatic over our little fights.
I won't throw the harsh words at you,
Or blame you for something you didn't do,
Cause I will always respect you,
Honour you,
And make you feel like a man.
Because soon,
I'll call your name like I've been calling your name forever.
Soon,
My heart will be yours and yours will be all mine,
Soon,
'I will' is what I'm gonna say to you
Without any hesitation,
Any doubts,
Or any second thoughts.
When the sun shines and its a beautiful day,
And you get down on one knee,
Asking me to be your everything.
Soon,
I'll learn to love your family,
As much as I love mine.
Soon,
We'll be dancing under the moon lights,
In our favorite PJ's,
Like nobody's ever watching us.
Soon,
I will tuck you to bed,
And sing you to sleep.
Soon,
I will make you breakfast,
With an extra love,
And an extra smile on my face.
Soon,
We'll be sitting in the kitchen floor,
Waiting for our cakes to be done,
And listening to our favorite tunes.
Soon,
Nothing in this world will be matter.
Our past, our old mistakes, our insecurities, our old trauma.

And there'll be only two of us

Taking on the world together.

Ps : I know you're looking for me, too.

Quotes Collection (Mostly Taken from Books & Inspiring People)

"Some of us think holding on makes us stronger. But sometimes, it is letting go"- Teddi Prasetya Yuliawan.

"Kasih sejati tercermin dari perilaku anda saat berinteraksi dengan orang-orang 'tak penting'"- Arvan Pradiansyah on The 7 Laws of Happiness.

"Semua orang ingin mengubah dunia, tetapi tidak seorangpun yang terpikir untuk mengubah dirinya sendiri." -Leo Tolstoy.

"Menyayangi adalah..
Melepaskan orang yang kita sayang dari bayang-bayang kita
Dan menjadi diri mereka sendiri" - Arvan Pradiansyah on The 7 Laws of Happiness.

"Hidup ini tidak pernah tentang mengalahkan siapapun. Hidup ini hanya tentang kedamaian dihati. Saat kamu mampu berdamai, maka saat itulah kamu telah memenangkan seluruh pertempuran." - Tere Liye.

"You can curse the darkness, or you can light a candle"

"The harder you work, the luckier you get"

"As you want to plan your life,
It has a way of surprising you with an unexpected things that will make you happier than you originally planned
Thats what you call GOD's plan."

"You can't rush something you want to last forever"

"At your absolute best, you still wont be good enough for the wrong person
At you worst, you still be worth it for the right person"

"When someone else's happiness is your happiness, that's love" - Lana Del Ray.

 "Tidak ada yang bisa menyakiti hati seseorang yang sabar; fisiknya bisa, tapi jiwanya utuh." - Tere Liye.

"One day you will understand why Allah closed certain doors, and you will thank Him for it."

"A good woman is irreplaceable and a good man knows it. He may be able to find a subtitute, but everyone knows that there is no subtitute for the real thing." - Mr. Amarisoul.

Breathe In Poetry.

You left her there. She gave you everything, and you took your hint of guilt and left behind a goodbye and a broken girl.

Maybe it didn't hit you at first. Sure, you slept while she stayed up. Your pillows didn't stain with tears. Your shower didn't end in sobs. Your stomache didn't crave in every morning. Your heart didn't ache every breathe.

But maybe you run into her months down the line. Maybe you hear about her new love, the news spilling across the floor like a new stain on the carpet she used to tread on. Maybe, you meet her on the coffee shop and she stopped cutting her hair, and it trails down her back like the past she used to left you behind in. And the heart ache isn't hers anymore. Her smile reaches her eyes now and her laugh light up the room.

You forgot, didn't you?you forgot the way she held you the night you couldn't fall asleep. You forgot the way she covers her mouth when she laughs, the way she cups her hand on the mugs to keep her fingers warm, the way her hand always a little bit cold.

Oh, but you'll remember. And maybe if you're lucky, you wont be holding something fragile when you hear the news. Maybe if you're lucky,your heart will only ache for a fraction as long as hers did. Maybe if you're lucky, she'll pick up when you call. But even if she still has all the tenderness for you in the world, her voice is not the same. She doesn't love you anymore. You lost her. And you can't ever get her back.

breatheinpoetry by Poems Porn

Favorite Words

12 Facts You Never Know about Me.

1. I bite my nails everytime I feel scared, depressed, or angry. That's why I never have good nails like another girls. My nails are always crap and bloody.
2. I act like I dont know everything but I actually do, and sometimes, I know it even better than you.
3. I've been dreaming of owning a house full of cats.
4. I speak to my cats.
5. I tend to always give an endless chance to someone even when they don't deserve it. I forgive them easily, too. But when I've finally had courage to leave them, I leave and never turn my head to comeback.
6. Sometimes I say yes to other but I say no to myself.
7. I love surrounded by people with passion. I love seeing how their eyes light up when they talk about something they love. It suddenly gives me positive energy.
8. Tall guys with tan skin and pointed nose are always be my bf type (only my bestfriend knows this).
9. I spend 24/7 reading quotes and poems.
10. I like being grumpy and annoying to my little sist. But what I can't tell her is I love her and always want to protect her.
11. I love cooking and I used to join a cooking class. Now I don't even have time for it.
12. I'm a good stalker. So beware. Don't you ever mess with me because I take lurking to the next level. I look at your comments, click on your page, read your status, go through your likes, see and capture everything on your profile.

A Love Letter to My Mother.

"To the most frustratingly stubborn, infurlatingly argumentative, powerfully charming, painfully smart, devastatingly beautiful, extraordinarily caring, hilariously witty, undyingly supportive and strong-willed woman that I have ever known."

Dear Mom,

These days I learned about how much I depend on you when you're far away from me. I learned to admit the feeling of needing you better than anyone, more than anything in this whole world. Because for me, you're not just a mother. You're my bestfriend, my best listener, my teacher, my anchor, and my number one confidant. You're the strongest, the most beautiful woman I've ever known. You're relentlessly compassionate, gentle, and kind. You're the high definition of how a woman can be tough but still have a heart pure of gold. You're the definition of how a woman can be soft, but never weak or helpless.

You taught me to use my heart in every single thing I do. To always be soft, to see the good in every people I meet, and if I couldn't find it, then I had to look harder. Because of you, I learn that not every people who came into our life will come along with a good intention for us, but thats fine. Because no matter how bad they treated us, there are still many reasons to treat them otherwise. It's you who always taught me that being kind has nothing to do with other people. It's us who should treat other people with love and respect, no matter what they look like, where they come from, or the stains of their past.

You taught me that a woman should be strong, self sufficient, independent, and fearless. Because of you, I know that a woman has a power do whatever they want to do in life or be anything they want to be. Nothing should hold back their potential. Not a man, not even a gender stereotype that she was just 'a woman'.

You taught me to live my life honorably. To do the right thing even when no one's looking. To always speak the truth regardless of how hard it is. And to always have courage to stand up for myself and others even when the whole world demands us to be silence. Because of you, I'm not afraid stand for what is right for me even though I know the whole world are against me. I'm not scared to have my own opinions and speak up or fight for my personal beliefs. You told me there's nothing to be scared about being the only one who stand alone and do the right thing, because someday, they might be the one following us.

Thankyou for setting the perfect example of what kind of woman your girls should be when they grow up. You're the one I have always looked up to. The only person in the world who understands me better than anyone. The hug I'm seeking when I feel happy or teribbly sad, and the smile I'm looking for after going thru a bad day. You have no idea how much I was lucky to be your daughter and have your presence in every single day of my life. Thankyou for everything you do and you have done for me, Mum. I love you beyond words and I thank God every single day for making me your daughter. Can't wait to see you soon.

My Wish-list in 2016.

1. Turning off my cellphone more often.
2. Being more diligent& productive.
3. Making my own money. (Though I still dont know how)
4. Doing something important each day. (It's a must!)
5. Improving my english skills.
6. Going to course.
7. Joining organization that will be beneficial to my future.
8. Making new friends.
9. Saving money. (This might be the hardest part)
10. Buying gift to people.
11. Making people smile.
12. Being a sweet daughter & sister.
13. Praying on time.
14. Doing all the 'Sunnah'.
15. Making my parents proud.

Wish me luck.